I was once walking somewhere. When I walk I tend to conform to my generations norm of earbuds and I-pods. I can't remember what came on but it was the perfect theme to that day. I felt like that song, described my feelings towards that day. What I hoped for. What I feared. It gave me a pace, and ever since then I have found a "song" for my day.
Well, this is my first blog. I want to just have a place to store and share my thoughts. I want a place to keep the beat of the music that is in my life. I don't necessarily mean that in a literal since, but in the since i described be for. Hopes, fears and the such.
Well, its late, so I don't know how much since all that made. I titled this entry "Holiday from Real" because I just came back from a three day stint at the McLeod Homestead. For me, it was a holiday from real. It seems the moment I stepped back into the real though, it hits like a hammer. I feel like I lost something today, that I knew I was going to lose. But when it really happens it kinda takes your breath away and makes you wonder if you're really willing to let go. I don't know what this specifically is, I have so much to lose. But I pray I'll have the strength to live without it if I have to.
